You have to stop searching for why at some point you have to leave it alone.

Yes, there's a reason behind everything, but sometimes, it's better to not seek it, for the very same reason might be something you are trying to run away from, something you are trying to overcome, something you don't want to accept and something which hurts your soul. But that's not how we are. We think until we are hurt. We think until we begin to distrust love. We think until we lose faith in people. We think until we are shattered. Well, people aren't what you perceive them to be. They leave you all of a sudden, without a warning, which makes you feel guilty of everything that had happened, creating an unnerving desperation within you, giving rise to deadly curiosity, filled with untold amounts of care and frustration. Learn to rest and leave things as they are. I know it hurts, and it hurts cause you care. And at that point of time, you just don't know if they are worth your love and affection, but you don't really give up. It feels as if you are losing a part of you with that unknown reason, Well, sometimes, you have to lose in order to win. You have to create space for the new person to rejuvenate your life. And no matter how you feel about letting go, you will have to embrace the change, for it is the only truth you have to live with That's how life works, One friend exits to create space for a new one. One chapter needs to be closed to start new one. One heart needs to be break to mend another one. Grow through it. Don't sell your self-respect to bring back someone who isn't bothered about you. Don't struggle to find something which doesn't exist. Your illusions will lead you to a world filled with negativity, regret and hate, make sure you surpass them. Give it sometime and you will learn to live through it. The reasons you often search for, lie deep within yourself, unrecognised and unheard, waiting for your love to unravel them.🙏