I hope you know the wait is worth it

Don't you feel tired of the silence giving rising to your anxiety cause of the patience you are supposed to keep? You are always taught to wait for the perfect moment, no matter what it is. You are fed with the fear of missing out the extraordinary by pursuing the ordinary. And to some extent, you do feel the significance of the fear. But sometimes, when you lose yourself in the story which isn't meant for you; you rush to find it's conclusion. And at that moment, you feel mighty enough to rebel against everything which comes in your way of chasing the beauty you think you deserve. You feel it's the last thing which could serve your purpose, for it's charm entices your mind and body to feel the heaven present in it. And by the time you realise that you have stepped in hell through the gates which resembled of the heavens, the only forever you are left with, is your guilt and regret. 
You desperately search for ways to find the light you deserve, and during the process, you realise how your urge of reaching the destination led you to the wrong door. You finally begin to understand the significance of waiting for your heart to decide. You begin to seek the quality, and not the quantity. And that's when, it all begins to makes sense. All the hardships you had to endure, the pain you had to undergo, the negativity you had to fight, the silence you had to comprehend, and the loneliness you had to survive finally comes to an end, providing you with a beautiful beginning. Your patience brings you the unimaginable reality. And the happiness you feel during that moment, fills you renewed faith and hope, strong enough to survive even the greatest of storms. Well, all you have to do is, believe in yourself and have faith in the universe, for the brightest of the stars shine in the darkest of nights.❤️