You don't have to accept things, you are not okay with.

Do you ever feel submerged in an ocean you never wanted to be a part of? Don't you feel like a drowning man grasping for air? You don't really portray it, but the refusal to accept everything which gives you pain and agony is ardent in your heart. And on the other hand, the environment around you forces you to accept the very same love, which had abandoned you in the middle of the storm. The people, who you truly care about, become indifferent to you when it's you, who's in need of a shoulder to cry on. And like every other time, the fear of losing them keeps you away from yourself, away from the happiness you crave and away from the love you desire. 
You feel like you are the thorn in a rose, and the helplessness begins to penetrate the peace in you. Everything within you asks you to stand up for yourself, but that one emotion holds on to you like the planets which hold onto their orbits, and no matter how much ever you try, it doesn't leave you. You fail to comprehend yourself, and like the fog which obscures the mirror, hatred blurs the love you deserve. Stop hating yourself when you are at your truest self. You aren't supposed to regret who you are. If you dislike something, portray it. Speak it out. Let it detach from the fear which pulls away the happiness you seek. Be courageous enough to love what you accept, and be strong enough to accept what you love.❤️