Phase ⏳

You have seen me, breaking down at the most unexpected moments and sobbing uncontrollably whilst everything around me is merry and cheerful. You have felt my fear of coming back to life and breathing in faith, because you very well know that I freeze when it comes to trusting someone, or even worse, trusting my own self. You do realise that I have been broken in innumerable ways, in the most brutal forms which can ever exist, and that I have been pulled down by every well-wisher of mine so that they can hold onto their growth. You know that I had hit the rock bottom long ago, and now, I am just being buried even deeper, to a world which knows no love, no mercy, no faith and no kindness. 
Yes, I am talking about a world from which the dead come back to life. A world which we all go through, which we all live in, which we all are familiar with, and which we all fear. It changes everything about us, and it did change everything about me too. 
It made me heartless, for it taught it me to survive in moments' which elude the fear of death. You have seen me running away from the life which always felt alien, but now, I am tired. And, it's either giving all of myself in or none at all. You have made me realise how foolish and stupid of me it was, to think that my downfall and disappearance would bury me, for I now have emerged with treasures only the divine could possess. And finally, my only companion, my sacred self, you have portrayed how the cluster of galaxies in me execute the demons to give rise to the god and make me who I am. I won't let any mountain stop me and neither can the universe erase my path to glory. I will rise; above the disparities I have faced, and will grow until I love myself truly.🏹
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