Confessions!!! 🥀

I don't need an answer.

Honestly, I don't. I know it's not this simple. I'd confess, you'd say a 'yes', and together we'd live happily ever after, I know this isn't possible. I know this is not a movie and that happy endings are an illusion. Forget about endings, I don't even know if we even have a beginning or not.

But, I had to confess. I had to tell you how much you mean to me, that I dream of you at nights and even at days, and that just the thought of yours makes me smile. I've fallen for you. Hard. Very hard. And I know there's no way back. So, I told you, that I love you, that I want to spend a million moments with you. But, it's okay if you don't give me an answer.

I don't need one, because I like how we are, without labels, without restrictions,and without commitment. It's great this way, right I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or awkward if you don't feel like telling it. I'm ready to hear a no, but it's also okay if you stay silent. No, I won't assume things, I wont take it as a yes, neither would I take it as a no. I know you might be needing time, you might be inclined towards something else in life, but you don't even want to lose us. And that's okay.

I had to and I did it. I don't know when you'll speak about this, or even at all if you will, but it's okay with me. I like what we are, how we are, going with the flow. It feels surreal, and if this is how we're meant to be, let it be, just like this, until eternity. I really won't need an answer.

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