Peace looks good on you ☮️

There are times, when you feel nothing yet your head hurts. You begin to dislike everything, no matter what it is. You are neither rude, nor polite, for you choose silence over life. You don't even realise what it's like to be the person you are, but you stay quiet. You try to distract yourself from the reality, but fail terribly. Your desire to forget everything is accompanied by memories which hurt the deepest part of your soul, and yet, you choose the hurt. You are left with no clue about anything happening to you. You feel as if the universe has conspired against you. You feel strange when you think about happiness. You feel you have no purpose.

And despite all the emotions crashing down in your mind, you feel your heart beating and choosing the pain to thrive. You feel a tiny of ray of hope glowing timidly, scared of the demons living within you. You realise you will grow through it, but the strength to endure the present remains hidden. You feel everybody noticing you, but noone coming to see you. And yet, there's a strange part of you, which you least listen to, which tells you, that you are no less than that guy who's popular for his work in your school, you are no less than that colleague who's the best employ of the company, you are no less than that girl who's a favoured singer, you are no less than that small boy who is happy with his childhood, you are no less than that little ant which keeps trying until it succeeds, and you are no less than the universe, for you are infinite, vast, deep and beautiful. If you are not the one amongst them, you will be the one amongst the others. Trust me, you are as unique and special as everybody else is. You will have the light soon. You will see the rainbow before long. You will feel the sunshine in a little while. You will heal slowly. And the process, will make you fall in love with yourself.💜

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